| my last entry was the end of freshman year, which is crazy because i am about to go off to college.
i feel like i just looked at this thing, i thuoght it was gonna be from junior year maybe
but not the end of freshman......
roma left for russia....
he was my other half.
we had amazing times.
but everything must come to an end.
colleen is the first one thats leaving for colllege.....
i spent tonite at hte bazzare with her, megan, olivia, the salmons....
=)
hannah is sadly away.
and then the 18th i get my stupid surgery..
i FINALLY went on my first plane ride, ARUBAA<3333 with the matterns.
theyre my second family.
tomorrow is 3v3, and then bazzare<3
i cant wait to see everyone again, i missed everyone a lot
ppl talk about what lunches they have and it makes me sad
i thought i was gonna be so excited to leave
i am
but now im sad and scared.
bc this place, well, clarks summit, is always gonna be home to all of us
the ground round even closed down! that was where a LOT of my entries were from where i started writing on this thing.
well, all good things must come to an end<33333
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| so last time i wrote was a yr ago...and my grandpa was really sick at the time, and he did pass way on July 5th. almost another holiday, since my gramma went on vday 03. it was really hard and i think of him all the time
the last yr a ltos changed the whole friend thing changed, my life has really changed.
im with matt now, and well be together almost a yr from july 1st and i love him and i want to be with him for the rest of my long life
sophmore yr is almsot over funny how i said last time that freshman yr went by fast, well time goes by REALLY fast.
my best friend sara, who stillnis my best friend, will be a senior.
anddddddd.....yrah....idk what else to write cept i lvoe life, and i cant wait for this summer to start!
cya next time i write ;) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i havent written in monnttthhsss i totally 4got i had this thing
haha well um yeah what a year Freshman year has been holy shit were like Sophmores? soon
4th quarter just started
happy to know that me and all my friends and still close if not closer
hannah has become one of my closer friends and am very happy about that for sure
my lunch table is amazingly amazing we are crazy
math still sux but mrs karam is cool haha MY IDOL shes way too achievmentish
i just fell in and out of love. with this random person who just popped into my life out of no where.
and he came so quick and now it seems hes gone but i will always remmeber him and how he did once make me feel
his name is aj yelland and he was my first kiss ...haha yeah..
LAST WEEKENED I WENT TO A BATMITZFAH
holy crap it was the best thing ever
it was elizabeth hyer's. and it was so amazing ill remmeber it forever
those who went i think will too
and as a result my heart i think it just left in more pieces. but i know i just have to cope.
my grandfather is sick. and imn hoping he will turn out okay. its been a rough road for him
today i got my hair done actually its honey blonde , kinda darker with some streaks
i still tlak to ryan actually. i love him . but u all know that haha
i will write again soon as i get the chance!
peace yo
I WANNA FUCKIN DO SOMETHING TONIGHT! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| last night i went to saras, got wings, and had a grand old time with a condom and yardstick
it was absoloutley hilarious
and then we watchced White Oleander<333333 and watched ..the gilmore girls...sara is obsessedo with that show but its okay..she likes that kind of mother and daughter thing =p hahaha
so i slept over and now shes here at my house her parents are away for the whole weekened so shes staying over here the whole weekened it should be a great ol' time..he he he he
tonight i think were going out with my dad to dinnerrrr and tomorrow the movies and god knows what
so yeah ill ttylz and happy new year! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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| my boomer is gone.....we went...took xrays...i held him...he was dieing just holding him...........they put him to sleep
rip boomer<3 i love you so much | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| . If you could have anything delivered to your doorstep each morning, what would it be? a dozen daisys...wow thatd be a lot of them wouldnt it =]
2. What is one vacation destination that many people think is just fabulous but which you personally have no desire to visit (or revisit)? Williamsbirg Virigina. it was horrible.
3. If you were five years younger but knew everything at that age that you've actually learned over the last five years, what is one thing you would definitely do differently? i wouldnt have gotten so addicted to this stupid internet and would have really studied better and not eat so much
4. If you could wake up to one smell every morning (besides coffee) what would it be? mmmm .....cologne haha
5. Suppose that right now you could be at your favourite vacation spot, reading your favourite book, listening to your favourite CD, and eating your favourite food. What would be your choices for those four categories, and who, if anyone, would be with you? Wildwood NJ, reading White Oleander, listening to So Long Astoria, eating chicken haha, and iffff someone was there itd have to be matt cuz ...we go there every summer...just not at the same time
6. Which animated character is your all-time favourite? cartoon batman
7. If you had to write a brief message on a 5 dollar bill that many people would eventually see as the currency circulates, what message would you write? we choose our own path to take. choosing is not always the right thing. its the way you want it to be.
8. If you could own a home on the shore of any body of water in the world, which waterfront would you choose?a beach house along...hawaii
9. Suppose you had the opportunity to choose 3 people with whom to eat dinner: a famous sports figure, a movie star and a popular singer. Who would they be? Ben Rothelisberger, Ashton Kutcher, andddd Mike Shinoda
10. What serves as the greatest motivation for you in your daily life? Hoping for something more
11. What activity that you have to do every once in a while do you dread the most? cleaning room haha
12. If you were a multigazillionaire, what do you believe you would be doing at this very moment? i would be soakin up the beach with all my great friends...or.....sleeping in a humungo bed
13. If you could have a cookie jar full of anything you wanted, except money or cookies, what would it be full of? wishes
14. When people hear what you do for a living, what is the most typical question or comment they give you regarding your job? What exactly do you do then? um yeah goodluck in highschool? and im like yeah..cant wait to get out
15. If you could have any round object in the world, what spherical item would you want? a magical crystal ball!!!
16. If you were left alone for one hour with nothing more than a pen and a notepad, what would you be inclined to draw or write during those 60 minutes? i would write down a dedication to all my friends. they would ahve there own page and i would put down all the funy stories and memories down for each of them
17. If you could witness anything at all in super-slow motion, what would you want to see? someone falling or a car crash..wow isnt that just wonderful? im so weird
18. If someone were looking for you in a bookstore, in what section would they be most likely to find you? young teen or magazines
19. What do you forget to do more often than anything? FLOSS
20. If you could teach everyone in the world one skill, what would it be? i wish i could teach ppl to fly ..i wish i could fly haha
21. You've been offered the chance to paint a billboard along a highway with any message you choose, as long as it's only 10 words long. What is your message? YOURE ALL GOING TO DIE!DONT MAKE IT SOONER BY DRUGS YOU IDIOTS!....okay thats too many but w/e
1. Who is the last person to make you laugh? hannah
2. Who is the last person to make you angry or upset? well this house
3. When is the last time you took a leisurely ride or walk? mmm..last motorbike ride
4. When is the last time you took a vacation? Where did you go? wwnj, the summer around august
5. What is the last thing you do before turning in for the night? put my headphones on and watch tv
1. What time do you normally wake up? during school around 7...days i sleep in um around 10 or 11
2. Do you wake with or without an alarm clock? Without.
3. Name the one thing you must have immediately to start your day. i put on socks...i hate cold feet when waking up
4. How long after you wake up do you turn on your computer? depends....somedays wihtin an hour..somedays i dont til late
5. Breakfast is considered the most important meal of the day. Do you eat breakfast every day? No....sometimes i do if i feel hungry at all
1. What is your favorite color? - yellow =]
2. What is your favorite piece of clothing? my steelers sweatshirt, its a jersey with the grey undernreathe i got for xmas im wearing it now its comfy
3. Where is your favorite place to eat out? lone star its amazing and an old family place
4. What is your favorite meal? chicken and fries
5. What is your favorite sport or recreational game? well i only cheerlead =/....Im a watcher of football ..sometimes basketball | | comments: Leave a comment |
| ummmmm it was monday night..
and mom brought boomer in , all of a sudden he looks really sickly where like 1 month ago he did his dance and was really chubby..
so we have him in a huge tote in the bathroom so the other dogs cant get to him cuz we thought maybe he has something...so we tried feeding him with a spoon but we had him drink lots of water...
so my mom called the vet tonight b/c hes breathing reallly funny...so..
b4 i knew that he was going ot the vet....i made plans to go to the movies..so my mom said to still go i felt really horrible i shuldnt have gone
but i called them 2 or 3 times while i was out
and they got home..it turns out that boomer has a tumor in his lung and something in his stomach. he has low blood count which is why hes not eating..
so they gave us pills and put him on intervenus however u spell it...
so tomorrw at 7:3o we have to take him again to get checked and see if anything is better?....
but basically...well yeah.....=/ my moms taking it hard ive had him since i was like 4 or 5..
and Dacshaunds are supposed to live til 16..hes 9
its really not good...its gonna be so weird.....erg.
well ....tonight me liz hannah alexa kelly and matt went to see Fun with Dick and Jane..it was fun....im kinda glad i wasnt stuck home.....cuz that would have sucked.
but boys really really really suck. but we all know that right? right.
yeah </3
well nite | | comments: Leave a comment |
| mmmmmmmmmm friday i went shopping for my last min gifts......and i got matts..oh man. =) cant wait
and thennnnnn sat i went to my dads and i gt in the car and hes like." so do u have guitar music u can bring wiht u?" and i said " uhh..yeah? lemme get it.." so i got it and i came in and my mom was like MWAHAHA ....so uhh yeah and then i went back and hes like " well i got u.." and he pulls out a guitar pick and im like " oh dad thanks for the pick" haha but i got to his house and he got me an electric guitarrrrrrrrr FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY......totally on surprise , its a dark blackish purple , a Greg Bennett design , and he got me a Marshall amp,its so amazing . so im starting lessons again im very excited. =]
so i played that all day up there
and then i cmae home wrapped my moms stuff
then came SUNDAYYYYY..woke up and opened gifts..cool clothesssss, jewelry, and a digital camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so amazing its black and really skinnyyyyyyy and a huge screen and takes videos that i can upload and send to u guys
also waited forever for that thing lol ryan
andddddddddddddd yea. went tooooo my grams with my loaded family...in the drunk way
wow . there crazyyyyyyy..i love them lol
yeah they tried to get me to drink but i thought no thanks this time
grams got me pajamas and cool clothes
daddddd also got me a load of Steelers merchandise =]
including a Ben Rothelisberger bobble head!!!! AHH
and 100 bucks woo hoo so then i came home
....lindsey and erin were here including uncle chuck sue and pops
that was fun.
they got brad a harley train . its pretty coool haha
they gave me gift card to Abercrombie..i need more clothes like a hole in the head
im so glad i got to see pops =]
and erin. were going to a bike show in NYC on the 20th im so excited
so yeah today i think im seeing King Kong? haha well see
everyone else is still sleeping..goddddddd
well ttylz and hope u all had a marvelous christmas! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | How to make a rebecca |
Ingredients:
3 parts jealousy
5 parts crazyiness
5 parts beauty |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little lovability if desired! |
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| begin
name-becky
age- 15
age you look- 16?
age you act- sometimes mature..sometimes young
What is....
the best time to take survey? bordem
the best time to eat tomato soup? winter
the best side dish for chicken fingers? mac and cheese
the best thing to do when bored? online,phone,walk
Name....
the last book you bought- ones for english
the last person you IMed- colleen
the last song you listened to- walk on water-aerosmith
the last place you went- hallmark
If....
If you could tell the world one thing,what would it would be? your all going to die mwaha
If you could move anywhere, where would it be? somewhere where it still snows, but prob on teh coach where theres the beach, actually california maybe?
If you could change one physical thing about you, what would it be? my weight , which i could change
If you could change one thing about yourself in general, what it would be? to not procrasinate but i have my lovely friend hannah for that one too
My fav's....
animal- puppies
song- currently: cold-crossfade
color- yellow and red
hobbie- cheering, friends haha
food- chickennnn
place to go- wildwood nj
outfit I own- any sweatshirt and jeans
soda- diet coke
alcoholic drink- wine cooler
book-idk, white oleander
end....
I hate when- i forget something important
I love it when- im laughing with friends
I like to- be silly
I cry when- i remmeber a bad memory | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| well lsat night was amazing.
first we ate pizzzaaaaa then opened gifts!!!! haha hannah had ben and gave him a DRADDLE thing and he had colleen and i had lizzzyyy she liked it i hope, and the card thingy and alexa had christiana and sara had hannah and i 4get everything else about that haha
but thennn we played cranium . i love hannah haha it was so fun
then we went outside! oh man i have not had fun like that in the snow like ever
i havent done that in sooo long, me and hannah landed in a bush together
and sara and hannah also did
and so did liz and colleen
omgosh it was amazing, and it started snowing really hard to make it even more amazing
and then everyone went in after like an hour and a half cept me colleen and liz we froze some more, then went inside and played pit..ALEXA U ARE PYSCO<3 5 5 5 5 5 5 ! hahaha i ahve it on my phone still.
my voice is shot hahahaha
then my wonderful family fell asleep and left me and ben waiting for a ride
haha of course
but then finally came
much love<3
and slept til like 11 this morning and then saw that i had a message from 1:30 AM from the lovely matthew garbin and nicholas langol. u guys SUCK =] not really but it was so typical
well im so bored today and am hoping my sunshine is all better<333 she couldnt go last night.
ttylz | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| hmmmmmm
well basketball cheerleading has been fun
got pics..
tomorrow its gonna snowwwww!!! well its snowing now actually scratch that!
its gonna snow into tomorrow..then sheets of ice..yikes
oh man<3 im mad though cuz tomrorow is the shindiggidy<3 im so excited
oh man
oh man
im all mixed up with boyssss<3
haha they suck
well some
some are grand
haha yeah
school/better than last time no progress reprots officially! yayyy nesss
it for now
ttyl | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| 1 MINUTE AGO: i was watching tv
1 HOUR AGO: eating
1 DAY AGO:snow day!
1 YEAR AGO: i was in 8th grade happy as can be
I HURT: sometimes
I LOVE: my friends
I HATE: snobs
I FEAR: being unloved
I HOPE: i never lose touch with friends
I FEEL: anxious
I HIDE: my deepest feelings
I DRIVE: my friends crazy
I MISS: my grandma
I LEARNED: you dont know what you have til its gone
I NEED: to lose weight
I THINK: that i need to try harder in school
FIRSTS
First screen name: this one, ralynn08
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was 4
First credit card: hah
First enemy: matt cleary
First concert: spice girls !
First musician you remember hearing in your house: beatles
LASTS
Last big car ride: vacation to virginia
Last library book: noooo clue
Last movie seen: The Interpreter
In the theatre: walk the line
Last food consumed: pizza
Last phone call: christiana
Last CD played: big ones-aerosmith
Last drink drank: wata
Last time you were kissed: uhh
SHORT ANSWER
I AM: becky
I WANT: to be with ryan
I HAVE: 4 dogs
I WISH: ppl didnt have to change
I HATE: people who backstab
I WONDER: what ill do later
I LOVE: ppl who are lovable?
I ACHE: sometimes
I ALWAYS: laugh
I DANCE: the cha cha!
I SING: in the shower! so fun
I CRY: every so often
I AM NOT ALWAYS: true to myself
I WRITE: songs
I WIN: YOU LOSE
I LOSE: contact with ppl close to me
I CONFUSE: myself all the time =]
I NEED: to move on from the past
I SHOULD: clean my room
YES or NO
YOU KEEP A LJ: yes duh?
YOU LIKE TO COOK: ehh
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: mmmmm yes
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: maybe
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yep
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no not really
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: HAHA
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: for the most part
LIKE THUNDER AND LIGHTNING: yes!
DYE YOUR HAIR: yea
FAVORITES
NUMBER: 8, 15
COLOR: yellow or red
DAYS: fridays/ saturdays =)
MONTH: august , september
SONG: too many to mention
SEASON: fall
PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: choc.
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yeaa
HELPED SOMEONE? yea
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
SAID 'i love you'?: heh yes yes </.3 =]
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: does a note count ?
TALKED TO AN EX?: yess
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes !
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yessss | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| wednesday night aunt gail came...mom broke the stove...at like 9 oclock hahahaha
so they had to get a new one it was hilarious
thursday went to my dadssss then came home and ate againnnnnn
fridayyyy i saw HP ....it was actually really good...long though..but i thought it was the best one out of the 4 movies
then saturdayyyyyyyyyyi went shopping and stufffffff and then went to see saw 2...that movie was one of the best movies ive seen in the theatres in a long time i loved it! it was fun
and then sundayyyyyyyy.......i dont reaally remember sunday only that i had practice
and then yesterday i went over saras house and saw Walk the Line and walked around the mall but the movie was so good<3
and im really tired ..i dont want this break to end!
haha dude i saw 3 movies on this break thats funny
well peace out cyaz tomorrow! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| x\\ spell your name backwards: accebea
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: nope
x\\ what song makes you cry: hold on
x\\ what song makes you happy: get low
x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: tehres wayyy to many
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: music
x\\ hair color: brownish blonde
x\\ piercings: ears
x\\ tattoos: nope
Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: blue and green
x\\ what song are you listening to: nothing
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: mint
x\\ whats the weather like?: snowy!
x\\ how are you?: good i suppose.
x\\ get motion sickness?:sometimes
x\\ have a bad habit?: yea
x\\ get along with your parents?: yea
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: pssh
x\\ have a current crush: maybe..
x\\ have a big regret: yes
Favorite . . .
x\\ tv show: =/ vlb or anything on mtv
x\\ conditioner: biosilk
x\\ book: white oleander or awtr
x\\ alchohol drink: wine coolers are good
x\\ things to do on the weekend: be with my friend
Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: heh
x\\ ran away from home: kinda
x\\ snuck out of the house: yes
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: no
x\\ made a prank phone call: yes
x\\ tipped over a portapotty: no...?
x\\ use your parents credit card: no
x\\ skipped school before: yes
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: haha almost
x\\ been in a school play: yes
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
x\\ had children: no
x\\ been in love: deeply
x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: yes thats me
x\\ been hurt?: yes sir ..or mam
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: no
Random . . .
x\\ have a job: i wish
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: nadda dell dj
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: yellow or red
x\\ what makes you happy?: friends
When/What Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: ummmmm it was about school.
x\\ got an email: yea, today
x\\ Tv program you watched: Stand By Me..was on tv. tonight
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: i dunno some movie i saw with the dipshits
x\\ song heard: Stand By Me
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]:mall
x\\ phone call: matt
x\\ you were depressed: mmm ...
x\\ you were in the hospital: gpa, like a yr ago, or when i got stitches
When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\\ car: crash
x\\ murder ; myster
x\\ cape: BATMAN
x\\ penis: mr smargassi
x\\ cell: me
x\\ shoe: store
x\\ fun: laugh
x\\ crush: no you.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:
pretty? some days
funny? when i want to be
hot? ha
friendly? yea, sometimes im not
ugly? sometimes
loveable? i hope
caring? yes
sweet? i try | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| | ooooooooooooooooooooooooo mannn! friday night i slept over saras.....but of course matt had to join along for a while.. wow u are really unpredictable but he soon left...ya know we kicked him out....;) and i got my first.........! hahah now what ur thinking but its funny we went to blockbuster and rented the perfect score ; dont waste ur time! and watched HOUSE OF WAX<3 and then sat me and sara went to WALLY WORLD and got a plunger hahaha she got it for a gift for her friend, its an old inside joke between them, gotta love those so we painted it lavender. it was the best pimped out plunger eva! and then we went to the parade. and then went to friendlys then i got home.....sun was the banquet AND KELLYS BDAY!<3 we got jackets and pj pants with AH cheer down the leg mmmmmmmm today was blahhhhish but we had the first practice for bball. haha its gonna be interesting this season. its funny how we sit on the bleachers the whole game? yeha. cant wait til break! o man. my crazy aunt from Virgina is cominggggggg well talk to yaz tomorrow | | comments: Leave a comment |
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